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HELLO PEEPS!

Well well,

How are you guys?

Sorry for not hearing from me for such a long time.

I was trying to get some birthday pictures with my BF from him,

but he was too busy to send me.

=[

Miss him…

He was out sailing to Thailand or something for navy training about a week.

I was so bored now.

Until Saturday.

Went to Marche with him for dinner on my birthday night.

Very simple yet contented.

Oh and together we watched Jennifer’s Body after the dinner.

Eww she was dead hot!

Wish she was my GF. =X

Oh ok,

and the theme for the photos above is SHADOWY PRESENCE.

Been some time ever since I got some new pictures.

I focused on my eyes with full fledged eye shadow.

It may not look that dark on the pictures,

but if you see me personally you would think that it’s really shadowy.

In a way it portrays a dark side of me during the long cold night.

Great for night events.

These are taken before I go out.

Love it or spit it,

It’s my choice.

Give me more time.

Sorry guys.

Please give me more time to update my post again,

didn’t have much time recently.

Sorry!

My bad =[

I see you peeps soon! =D

Oh well.

 

 

Sorry I had accidentally post my latest post on a page section.

Do view it: Sister’s 22th Birthday.

Thanks alot and I will continue to update,

hopefully about my birthday celebration. =D

See you.

Japan School Summer festival! [Primary]

Look at the QUEUE!

Games section

Cousin Chris playing 5 stones

Balloons!

Chris and friend

Chris playing Chapteh

Memory Game

A clearer look at it =]

People awaiting for the performance to start

School’s overview

Overview

Chris with his 3 beautiful Japanese ladies

Starting of the performance

How time flies quicky

The audience

Drums~

chris with CEO of Jap association

Us with 2 cute Japanese kids

Playground! 1

Playground! 2

Slide~

Oh I wish that this boy is mine~!

Here comes the SUPERBOY!

Gosh! she is so small~! 1

Gosh! she is so small~! 2

Water balloons =D

=D

Cute boy

Ending the day with this picture

Ahh..

Finally I am having my 2 months holidays right now!

How wonderful~

In the end I did not stay back for the full performance.

I was soooo tired,

The school is so crammed with so many people!

The old man told us there were about 8k of people for this summer festival.

It was so freaking hot!

Well,

I went due to my cousin’s request.

So,

that’s it!

I have posted all those promised posts and I do hope you peeps will enjoy it =]

I will post again =)

Letting Go.

I feel clearer than never before.

Now my life has finally come to a new turn again.

The journey was long,

but I’ve learnt many things throughout the whole process.

Whether it was good or bad,

I had learnt my lessons the hard way.

Finally I had come to my senses to let go of my past and on to the future.

This is only the path that I can continue to walk on.

Whether we will regret or not we will not know,

afterall the future means the unknown.

And whether I will start a new story on a blank page is kinda unknown to me too.

I am afraid,

I am feeling so perplex now.

Because I am not a adventurer anymore.

I used to be a dare dare person. =X

I guess with increasing of age and knowledge the more you feel like a coward.

I just want to have a quiet simple life.

Havoc don’t suits me anymore.

Am I happy or sad exactly?

Mixture I guess.

Now it had come to this,

I will just follow what GOD had planned for me.

And I thank Him for it.

Thank you.

I will be happy from now on!

Or else many people will be worrying for me.

And I wouldn’t want to upset them.

Afterall my birthday is coming soon!

my 20th birthday.

Gosh!!

A 2 digit!!

I am old! =(

This year there will be more celebrations to sweep out my sadness away.

Great Idea. =D

People,

I will try my best to fix the time for the celebrations to your convenient if possible okay. =X

I will upload pictures if there’s any =]

And next I will upload about the Japan School Summer Festival!

I apologise for being so slow again.

Forgive me! =[

The End.

Last Day of School Celebration.

Me & Buddy Jolene 2

Me & Buddy Jolene 1

Mentor Tan

A cake for Mentor Tan to show our appreciations for the past 3 years

Eating Time!

PIZZAS!

Our cupppsss~!

Looks like mummy and daughter? =X

Come & Pose~2

Come & Pose~!

Having fun!

NR0719

Our class photo~

Wan Ting, Man Hsia, Me, Firdaus, Liah, Mei Hui & Geraldine

Me & Shan Shan

Me & Wan Ting

Me & Man Hsia

Me & Gigi

Me & Geraldine

Mei Hui & Me

Happy us

Akari & Me

Blurry Us

As promised,

Here are the photos of our class celebration~

I didn’t join the previous 2 years celebrations.

So this is my first and last with my class.

Hmm..

who knows we might have reunion dinner or something in the future?

Guys I hope that you are happy with the results and we will see each other again on our Graduation Day!

=D

It’s gonna be fast,

Just a blink of eye and 3 years is going to be over.

Sad yet happy at the same time.

I am still unsure of what I am going to do in the future,

guess I’ll have to think fast.

Alright!

I am done for this post.

Please enjoy the pictures!

And what’s next?!

Japan Primary School Summer Festival!

I will post later if I am not that lazy.

Haha. =X

Triple YES! for today!!! =D

Can't stop giggling.

Three cheers for today! =D

Wow!

Peeps,

Today is definitely a good day for me!

My exam results were out and I have pass all my core modules!

I can officially say good bye to NYP now!

Hehe,

But I will still go back for gym sessions during my 2 months holiday.

The second YES would be that today is the last day of my old folks attachment! =D

End of another suffering.

But,

on the other hand I felt so guilty.

I have made one of my lovely grandma cried.

She always compliment us that we were treating her way too good.

While she was having her lunch,

I happily told her that today was my last day working in that ward and she broke down into tears immediately.

OH MY!

I was shocked.

I didn’t expect her to cry,

my eyes were a little red the moment I see her crying.

I felt a little bit shaken.

The way she cry will make your heart melts.

She is so lonely and pitiful,

alone and with a sad family background.

I felt so bad,

I hope she will be well and good.

I end up not saying my final good bye to her,

it was kinda sad but I do not wish to dampen her mood.

Hope I will be free sometime to go visit her again =]

OK!

As for the third YES,

it is about some personal matter that I would not really like to disclose it here.

It was too embarassing,

I feel so child like once again.

I can’t stop giggling to myself.

I am in CLOUD 10 now.

Max happiness.

More than cloud 9,

Hey Adeline,

I’ve always remember you and what you’ve said okay!

Hope you are doing fine. =D

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Gift from sister from Macau.

OH!

A special thanks to my sister for the LV wallet picture above from Macau for my advanced birthday gift.

I love it. <3

Appreciated it tons. =D

Dead bored.

A new picture with a “clean” face.

I am becoming more and more lazy to doll up myself compared to my past years.

My face has more freedom now.

LOL.

Just the ME.

I looked pissed isn’t it?

That is just the ME.

Whether you believe or not.

I am fierce when I do not smile.

I was titled “The black face” =X

for those who don’t know me well.

I am kinda friendly,

worry not.

But!

If you are those irritating or unfavorable person then I gotta say good bye to you.

Not just me,

I am sure nobody likes it.

Hee.

Things are going to be better as my days passes by.

My love has still remain deep and everlasting.

Just like we couldn’t gauge the depth of the ocean.

My heart is looking for a chance to seek out the precious sunlight once again.

Hiding in the darkness for so long,

the plant of love had become so frail and small.

My heart is twitching.

Haha.

My friends laughed at me.

They were surprised that I am that romantic.

I love to use words to express my feelings and yearnings for that person.

My hands just type on it’s own without any hesitation.

But I love my  May 13th 2009 post the most.

My eyes went red with tears without fail everytime I read the post again.

I love the description.

Best among everything.

I will end here.

Anxiously Waiting.

OH DEAR!

My examination results will be out by tomorrow morning or so!

I am starting to get panic.

Gosh.

I hope that I will pass all my modules and finally say good-bye to NYP.

My wish is easy to be granted,

all that I ask for is to pass everything.

It doesn’t even matter whether I could pass with flying colors or not.

Pass Me! =]

Finally,

tomorrow is my last day of Geriatric posting.

I can say good-byes to my lovely old ladies in the ward.

I wish them of good health and to recover as soon as possible. =)

Well,

So what is my next challenge then?

A& E department!!!

I guess you peeps will at least know what is that.

I think it will be a BORING week.

Alexandra Hospital is so small,

it will be a miracle if there is any exciting major case for us to have eye feasting on. =[

Observation and observation,

there is nothing we can do there.

How boring. -_-

I am so looking forward to my weekend,

I have been suffering since the Eve of Hari Raya.

These few days I took up the title of shower girl!

Non-stop showering of the patients.

That is hell,

I am helping them to bath alone.

The queue seems endless.

But the worst is  that my shoes got so soaked and damped when I didn't have sandals to change into,

I felt disgusted.

Luckily I have found available sandals to changed into the next day after the disgusting experience.

Well,

I think I will have to bring my own sandals,

just in case if my assistant nurse call me to be the shower girl again for the last time tomorrow. =]

Those grandmas were so cute and nice but with a exceptional few that are so difficult to pleased with.

Well,

overall this attachment is nice and enjoyable.

But I definitely not going back to this ward again.

The Nurse Managers are so wickedly bad and notorious.

They like to pick on us for every small little things.

It is awful to work there even though the staffs there are nice and friendly.

Such a pity.

Hehe.

I will end here.

HELL!

GOSH!

TODAY’S WORK IS LIKE HELL!!!!

DAMN TIRING.

NURSING SUCKS. =X

Shortie hair… [Illusions]

Click me to enlarge to my photo gallery. =]

New batch of photos again! =]

I am really happy with the shape of my eyebrows.

It looks much more softer and thicker now,

better than the ones in the past.

I assume.

I am struggling with something now,

but I was pondering about whether I should post it up or not.

Many things to consider about the consequences.

I wish I could forget everything and anything that makes me so sad now.

Why am I not that important or necessary?

I guess I had the answer all along in my head.

I should have make a precise decision at that time.

Frankly speaking,

I regretted. =[

I hope you peeps will not understand what am I trying to express but yet limited meanings.

What a dangerous thought that would changed my life to a different path.

But I think I will have to consider it.

Better or worse,

I may need to take the risk.

I hate myself for being so serious now.

So what?

Nobody cares anymore.

I, myself & me describes my current situation.

ALONE.

My soul feels hollow deep down.

Good BYE.

OH!!

Please hold on for a MINUTE?!

Why should I be so unhappy about the ... ?

Totally not worth my time and energy.

Yes.

That's the way.

I musn't be affected. =]

I will update again soon.

See you.